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Originally Posted by floatingslowly
and what's wrong with that?
I feel that doom and gloom are very valid emotional responses to the world.
bask in their dark glow!
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yes, agreed, but I have developed quite the opposite outside image over the years.. people come to me with their shit because they believe I can lighten up their day, and generally I can, but sometimes I'm in the same mess.
then I got "fired" this morning from the Homeless Ministry I have been working with this , which has been greatly fulfulling my very soul.. this was a low blow, how the fuck does a christian get fired from a ministry? I didn't do anything wrong to anyone, they just said they didn't have room for me, which as I know from working there, is utter bullshit.
but I don't judge them, they are like Pilate, nothing could be given to anyone unless it is from above, so it is not them to blame, and blaming God is petty, so there is no one left to blame but myself.
"No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication"