It sounds like you've taken on a role amongst your friends and associates as someone they come to for help and advice, while you have nobody you can turn to for the same. Whatever you may think of them, I think you'd really benefit from speaking to a good therapist. They won't judge you on your faith (although they'll obviously ask you about your relationship to it - but not your actual beliefs). You need someone who can listen to you without judging you and they're probably the best qualified for that.
I hope things sort themselves out.
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