You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to floatingslowly again.
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Originally Posted by demonrail666
It sounds like you've taken on a role amongst your friends and associates as someone they come to for help and advice, while you have nobody you can turn to for the same. Whatever you may think of them, I think you'd really benefit from speaking to a good therapist. They won't judge you on your faith (although they'll obviously ask you about your relationship to it - but not your actual beliefs). You need someone who can listen to you without judging you and they're probably the best qualified for that.
I hope things sort themselves out.
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much thanks for the considerations..
One of my main issues with a therapist is a) no duckets, b) I call these states melancholy because they are intense as depression, but far more temporary. they last for maybe 2-3 days at at time, perhaps once every two or three months.. so a therapist is not very convenient.. by the time i could even get something arranged, I've cheered up quite a bit. I think the best thing for me and anyone to dwell on is that the universe is not fucking with anyone personally, that life is simply a series of events to experience, good bad and in between, and the joy of livity is to embrace the rollercoaster.. after all how could you know what up is if you've never been down? I have a joke for folks which says you've never lived before until seriously wanted to kill yourself, though I haven't been that hard up in years.
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Originally Posted by floatingslowly
that doesn't make much sense then.
why the fuck would anybody deny volunteer help when there's so much work left to do?
is there something yr not telling us?
did you take yr chalice to work with you or did they just not like you very much??
I'd offer you a volunteer position (read: no pay), but I'm afraid that the work wouldn't be near as morally gratifying.
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I don't know what the score was with that, but today I went up there and hustled my way into another volunteer program, a mobile food bank where we go out and distribute groceries to poor communities around town, but its not as enjoyable for me as the first. Everything works out as it should in time, the trouble with it is developing the right kind of patience to endure for the long haul..