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Originally Posted by atsonicpark

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I have noticed, in my life, that I generally get in abusive relationships (yes, I'm a guy) (yes, the abuse is mental, not physical) and for some reason I cling to them. And it's hard for me to have relationships where I'm not being abused in some way. I'm sure this has to do with being beaten/molested as a young child (notice how casually I throw these facts out whereas most others would keep them hidden -- I don't think it's an awful thing or anything to be ashamed of or whatever.. it's just facts) but I still find it interesting.

I should tell people who walk on me to fuck off. But honestly, I think it kinda... turns me on. Is there something wrong with me?

that's an interesting adaptation to childhood traumas, and a good show of balls, but about the present tense-- what happened? did your GF fuck a big hole in your bank account an you enjoyed the friction? the way i see it, if you get to smear her cosplay outfits with fresh spunk it's alright if you foot the bill.