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Originally Posted by atsonicpark
This isn't the same as the "I wanna be beaten" thread.
Also, I can see this thread getting disturbing real quick.
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I have noticed, in my life, that I generally get in abusive relationships (yes, I'm a guy) (yes, the abuse is mental, not physical) and for some reason I cling to them. And it's hard for me to have relationships where I'm not being abused in some way. I'm sure this has to do with being beaten/molested as a young child (notice how casually I throw these facts out whereas most others would keep them hidden -- I don't think it's an awful thing or anything to be ashamed of or whatever.. it's just facts) but I still find it interesting.
I should tell people who walk on me to fuck off. But honestly, I think it kinda... turns me on. Is there something wrong with me?
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I wont try and help on matters i cannot understand, but feeling needed is something we can all relate to, even if like me you enjoy being disliked by people you yourself dislike, being needed by people you admire and care about matters alot to anyones sense of self identity and self esteem, and not having that feels like shit, and that gets magnified times a million when youre talking about relationships.
Dont blow your brains out atsonicpark, you seem like a really nice guy.