[batreleaser]

junior year of high school. broke into my grandparents' home who live in the same town i grew up in but spend thier winters in mobile, alabama. i had about 50 kids there, the place got absolutely trashed, and i was waaaaay to drunk on vodka and high on coke to care. actually attempted to drive, started with me crashing into my friend cassie's car. then tried making it back home untill i eventually called my dad to pick me up halfway, i was swerving everywhere. i went to a convenience store to wait and my dad gets there expecting me to be quietly parked with the lights off, instead im vertically parked with the lights on BLASTING the 36 chambers. he runs up to my car yanks me out and starts gettin violent, he says "give me your fucking keys" and i said "you want my keys cocksucker. go get em" and then threw my own car keys into the woods. we then got in a brutal fistfight in thye parking lot, my moms is crying in the other car, and eventually my dad knocks me unconcsious, i eventually wake up with hazy memories. then had to go searching for my keys in the woods, and spent the rest of the day making my grandparents' house spotless. i realized someone stole some jewelry to from my nana.

thats the first that comes to mind, but there are sooooooo many more (prolly lke 30 at least from freshman year at college). i had substance abuse issues, and everytime alcohol went into my body i became a selfish and awful and violent person who no one wanted to be around, so i quit.