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Nah, I'm not okay with the situation. I mean, obviously, if someone is lying and bad to me, I kinda wish they'd stop, in all reality. But, and this is the part I can't help: It still turns me on. I guess I don't want her to be the lowest-of-the-low human scum... but the fact she's generally a sweet, wonderful person to me.. I guess, yeah, it's just.. to see the passion in her.. gets me off.
It's like, she doesn't smoke often, but we'll share a cigarette sometimes. And damn I just want to... well, you know. I think being bad turns me on, in general. Even if it extends far beyond bedroom antics and into real life arguments. Don't get me wrong, I'd still be into her if she was "sweet" to me, I'm not a total masochist. But I just like the idea of her being a bitch to me, even if it hurts me at the same time.
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