Would never say I was ever so depressed I was on the verge or seriously contemplated suicide, however there was a time when I went to the emergency room because I was vomiting blood. They had to put a tube down my nose to my stomach, and I had to stay in the hospital for about three days just laying in a bed. That was probobly me at my most helpless and desperate. It fucking sucked and its an experiance I will never forget.
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