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ok so
i'm not exactly depressed but i ain't no ball of sunshine either
i just feel like i am directionless and serve little purpose. i sleep all day, and when i get up i go sit on my ass and smoke pot. sometimes i go to someone else's house and sit around and smoke pot. once i get adequately stoned i might get up to eat and fuck around on my drums/gtr/whatever instrument. not much else. i don't ever (seriously, never) even get dressed unless i have to leave the house out of necessity.
what do i do about this? because i feel like a fucking lazy waste of space, which is going to lapse into severe depression if i don't take action. should i get a job?
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