I need to find some way to channel all my negativity into something positive. However, I feel like I lack any skills in a medium that could help me. I really don't know what to do. I just feel like losing myself in drugs, which I have done, but feel it is not the way for me. I just don't want to end up being some loser in this shit-hole of a town. I really don't know what to do anymore to keep myself happy.
Sorry about my babbling just needed to vent.
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