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Originally Posted by davenotdead
its pretty satisfying at the end of a long run, and you feel better/breathe easier the rest of the day
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Originally Posted by Shifty Prophet
but its a good time to think shit out and get lost with your thoughts.
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Originally Posted by gmku
It releases chemicals in yr brain and shit like that to that make you feel better. It's a good time.
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I took it up at the beginning of summer, and I love love loved it for a few months, I was soaking up all those qualities above^ and more, but then I reached a few weeks where they all disappeared.
There were aches I couldnt stop thinking about,
I couldnt stop thinking...period. What I loved about running was being OUTSIDE of my brainbox for once, just being my body. Just letting that take over, just getting through it. At this point, however, I couldnt stop counting every...single...second...dragging...by.
And finally, by the end, I would NOT feel good, or even accomplished that I at least made it despite it being one of those bad days. I would just just feel like fucking hell like I would rather have not gone through the effort or embarrassment of being so fucking shitty at something so easy.
It's been a month. It really, really felt awesome for a while, so I'm pretty disappointed.