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Lately, I've been jacking off and I don't know why. It doesn't feel good, it just feels like nothing. Literally nothing. I have an extremely slight human response to it. I don't really have much of an urge. She took that with her when she went. I've just loaded up porn, jerked it, came, then went about my business. No real thought put into it. Almost kinda depressing in its complacency. The romance is dead in my mind. Where'd that spark go? I think I cum now just so I don't have to think about it later. Like, if I can get it out of the way, I won't have to look forward to it later. I mean, that is something to look forward to, right? That little 2 seconds there. It's a great 2 seconds. I feel so sad at this point, when I cum... it's depressing to jerk off and be depressed but jerk off so that you aren't more depressed about not having jerked off in a while. Oh well. I hope things are figured out soon. I want to cum like a champion again!
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