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Told my wife's parents at lunch that we're separating in a few months. Kind of a relief to have it be real instead of a looming threat. Now I just feel weird acting as a family unit through the holidays when she's seeing someone else and I've started actively looking. In the past 24 hours I've found I am no longer as into the cuddling and kissing as it all goes down the drain that I've been an enabler via the last few months. I don't want to drive her out sooner, especially since we can't afford that, but I'm tired of getting her to change her mind for a day or three. I'm totally ready to focus on my shit rather than hers for a change.
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