Oh, I'm letting it go. I don't really have a choice there. However, with a child in the mix, I also have a certain responsibility to continue to be linked for a long time to the one I should be letting go of. I'd say I wished that hadn't happened, except he's so awesome that I can't wish it. And really, wishing anything is pointless, because things happen how they do regardless of wishing.
I've been through it and gone on to better things before. I'm just a bit annoyed to be doing that again. With someone who is in the other room playing Scrabble with her mom that I'm about to go get into bed with. I actually wish I could just check out of the scene entirely, but there I go again with wishing. So I guess I want it to let me go. And it ain't happening for a while.
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