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Originally Posted by atsonicpark
Though what you said is exactly what I said to my ex-girlfriend, symbol man, who has supposedly applied at 13 places in Florida but no one will call her back. I tell her to call them to set up an interview.. "No, I don't want to do that." she says. Then, I say, "Why not apply here? Or here?" And she goes, "No, that's not for me!" So, I've said all that shit to her and she just scoffs and says I'm a dick...
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sometimes I'm like that, definately. But I've been trying to fucking hard to just stay committed to staying upbeat about it, it's hard when I just get told 'so just apply for more.' Not because that's the wrong thing to have said to me... just because I KNOW that.. and it fucking makes me so mad that this is still going on. It just gets more depressing by the week. I seriously sat and cried most of yesterday. Probably, Im too used to the 'right' thing or job just coming around when I've needed it, and that is why the past year has been so fucking difficult.