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Originally Posted by alteredcourse
#1 seems scary, Dead-Air. It's like an investment. What if, you know? What if she doesnt turn out the way you hoped, and same for her.
Blah, sorry, I dont want to spirit-crush. Actually I envy you for being able to take a risk. I should take advice from you.
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Ah, what's blowing my mind is just that I'm
thinking of it. That in and of itself is uncharacteristic. But if I do it, and tonight it only took two glasses of wine to think I might well, and she's up for it, then the risk would be 2/3s the thrill. I REALLY like her. I don't think that would change. Would we be a good romantic match? No way to figure that out online, but if not, making some sort of monthly payments back to one of my best friends to find out seems reasonable (as if any of this seems reasonable...) I'm 90% certain I'd still want to stay close friends with her even if there was no other chemistry. She's that cool. Meanwhile, I need to do something with the guitar track she emailed me right away. She's a musician and a photographer with an aesthetic so close to mine that it spooks me. Yeah, I think I'm going to borrow the money if she's game...