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Originally Posted by Dead-Air

the karmic irony, in fact punchline, is that I used to stray, infrequently, by sneaking off anonymously to strip clubs.

what she's doing isn't straying though. we're not a couple despite the fact that I let her have some power on me tonight. I went a fucking long time without doing so, and I didn't blow it hardcore this time. and I'm not the one who's going to go to bed with a fucked up spinning head full of questions.

I just spent a half hour remixing pictures of Canadian dreamgirl and gave up because the original was better. and now I'm listening to awesome Japanese psych-folk (Kasumi Trio) and drinking red wine and pretty content. I didn't fuck up that bad.

cmon man, going to a titty bar isn't "straying". maybe you didn't tell her or what? and wasn't she a stripper herself? didn't you guys go together to the titty bar?

anyway, just a few months ago you were like "oes, my wife + i = stronger than ever", so this is recent, the not being a couple, unless there was inner rot & a shiny surface & it was all delusion, but anyway...

my prediction: she'll realize she fucked up big (i suppose) & ask to rejoin the flock after her mid-life crisis has been worked out. and then she'll be in the shituation that man describes in that article-- or maybe not.

the other day you said you weren't bitter-- you're a better man than me though-- had she done that to me, i'd cut her fucking throat. but im not an aquarius!