I have no choice but to watch her sanity and even try to guide it a bit for the reason you mention. Oh fucking well.
you didn't know me well enough to say, "Hey don't you think she might be looking for a succession of losers to fuck to try to drive you as crazy as she obviously is" back when she was going back to stripping. now you do, and I'd appreciate it if I disclose anything so stupid again.
as it is, my photoshoot tonight just turned way more date-like (the rest of her band canceled and we're still going to the isolated beach in the dark in the freezing cold anyway...) and this girl makes my wife seem balanced. but I don't intend to move in with her under any circumstances whatsoever...
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