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Originally Posted by atsonicpark
Heh. I have a girlfriend and haven't had sex in a good month and a half or so. She's actually pretty and really freaky but I am depressed elsewhere in life... so yeah. Totally wasting it.
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I haven't had sex with my girlfriend in about 2 or so months because she's too "insecure" even though she fucked someone she wasn't even in a relationship with before me. This and so many other problems that I'm starting to feel that maybe relationships aren't worth it.. I feel it has so much more negative feelings than positive. Plus my best friend broke up with his girlfriend of nearly 2 years and he seems completely fine about it... though I suppose he reacts to things a lot differently than I do. This past week or so has been a constant depression and I've thought about suicide so much... I wouldn't do it though because it's selfish and it would ruin my families lives; if I'm going down I am not bringing them down with me. I don't know, I'm just very unhappy about my relationship and life in general.