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Yeah this guy was the person my girlfriend lost her virginity to. And I lost my virginity to my girlfriend.
And I said to her, "you may think it's just something friendly but you don't know what he's thinking, he could be looking at it an entirely different way than you". After they had sex this guy was very nasty to her so I came to the conclusion that: younger girl likes older guy (my girlfriend was 15... he was 18/19), older guy takes advantage of that and then goes and tells all his friends how shit it was. My girlfriend INSISTS this guy is not like that but it doesn't matter how he is like if it's his dick that's controlling him. Well anyway, recently they have became friends again (you know, hanging out at parties, becoming MYSPACE TOP FWENDZ). Hell, she's even listening to the music that guy likes e.g. shitty metal. And my girlfriend HATES metal music. I just find it all so STUPID of her. I did tell her what was up and her reaction was that I'm "TOO IMMATURE TO HANDLE IT" and most of today was just her brushing me off and ignoring me.
You know what the WORST thing about this is? I said SORRY to her. And I didn't even get an apology or anything back.
I am honestly thinking of just ending it but I think I will think about it a bit first. What happens if I dump her, realise I didn't want that and it's too late? I couldn't imagine her crawling back to me like you said.
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