Today March 3rd is my birthday.
First I spent the day exhausted from having spent eight hours yesterday at a TAFE course I have been compelled to attend that is full of people learning to speak English, but it was better than the previous one full of people with Downs Syndrome.
On top of that I spent the morning sick as hell dreading the psychological counseling sessions that have for the past few months been a battleground as I am insulted, bullied, and antagonized. Sure enough from the moment I dragged my half-asleep & trying-not-to-vomit self into the office the so-called doctor was starting a fight and provoking an argument - then I used the word 'jerk' and flipped him the bird then he walked out. Not even five minutes had passed.
Then I spent the rest of the day exhausted, sick and vomiting, and impotently furious.
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This is how it will all end: not with floods, earthquakes, falling comets or gigantic crabs roaming the Earth. No, doomsday will start simply out of indifference.
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