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Originally Posted by alteredcourse
Thank you, even though it's easy to say in computerworld. I do feel better. It IS because most people suck, and I cant admit that. I hate people sometimes, I really do. It makes me believe that perhaps I see the world in black and white, that people are divided into those that I think will hurt me or that I have no use for, and people that I will hurt because theyre terrible so I will treat them horribly or because I'll actually really like them a lot, but end up fucking it up by getting out of the situation before things get "real" (too far).
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just because something is easy to say, does not mean that I'm actually apt to say it. my hatred of humans is such that I will NEVER give them unwarranted accolades. ever.
after about 10+ years on the net, I've learned that "they" are not worth devoting energy toward. making friends on the net is a pointless task. people disappear too fast. and because I don't have the extra mental energy to make small talk, I try to stick with nonsense.
typically, on the board, I enjoy clearing my brain and posting the first fucking thing that pops in. sometimes it's trash, others, it's gold (I blame Edgar Cayce). but it's only the rare occasion that I care to post anything more that.
that said, if interested, I can talk for fucking days and days.
I'm not sure what too far means.
and, seriously, it's not your fault that other people are idiots. there are maybe 5 people on this board that never post idiotic shit. you're one of them.