[gast30]

hi everyone and a good new year

you have a better new year if you are honest with your emotions

[Bytor Peltor]

Even if I was honest with my emotions last year?

[MellySingsDoom]

You can't make me be honest, dammit! <waves fist at internet>

[Rob Instigator]

HUmans cannot be honest and survive around other humans. children learn to lie before they can even speak properly, and it works as a coping mechanism to deal with the other people of the world.

emotions are just chemical reactions to stimuli in your environment, and there is no "honest" or "dishonest" about it. fuck emotions.

[Nefeli]

you mean to other people?

because frankly i cant be more honest or talk more to myself about myself!

[gast30]

i find it importand to know how you want to live inside
the feeling of peace and harmonie
maybe through the repition of work or something else
people for get to go a bit deeper inside
make time for it

it's now full moon and feel alot of thing
i'm calm and connect with beautifull things
the way i like life

[gast30]

yes bytor

[chocolate_ladyland]

We Wanna Be Free To Do What We Want

[gast30]

Originally Posted by PLips

i am angry at my emotions

in what way?

[pony]

as soon as the cutie patootie is back in the city I will tell him that I want to keep him captive in my closet and devour his handsome face and then his whole head and then defile his headless body every day until it is rotten away. I will put up a picture of his face somewhere though so I can look at it while I do nasty things to his body.

honest enough?

[gast30]

Originally Posted by chocolate_ladyland

We Wanna Be Free To Do What We Want

i find it difficult that someone would speak for other peoples emotions
if a number of people are happy, you can say we are happy

the individual you is THE ONE that has alot of emotional control and decision making

if i see bad news on tv i can feel bad about it
if i do that 365 days a year i destroy myself

for all that goes wrong in people life or other things

so it's not what emotions are designed for

there is the human of nature
the 100% natural body
and that needs to feel good

that is what i mean
with be honest ... do you feel good inside?

[Nefeli]

had snow in my dreams last night.
not that i m taking this into much account, just seemed relevant.

To see snow in your dream signifies your inhibitions, unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. Alternatively, snow means that you are feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.

[gast30]

people under an addiction can't get there
that speaks for itself

medication, alchol, meth, herion, xtc/mdma
no emotions, 1 tunnel of repitition

at the end ( after some time) the damage is so too heavy
and the natural body can't function
devellopment of natural learning, beeing sharp in the mind, smart ect are not develloped

it can all happen ...

i know i don't want to end like that when i'm old

[gast30]

Originally Posted by Nefeli

had snow in my dreams last night.
not that i m taking this into much account, just seemed relevant.

To see snow in your dream signifies your inhibitions, unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. Alternatively, snow means that you are feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.

there are some translations i believe in
the langue of nature
what i read then in your nef is that the actual connection like in the old days are made when people live in group, like in a tribe, that 'that' is what you miss or are not expressing

can be that it's because it's a work place, you can't talk too much and others have also lost connection to that

other people you live nearby with or see at some place
they all individually have their devellopment, young age old age

if people are doing a collective idea of getting together and speak about what they experience or feel alot devellops faster

in some tribes the day start with people telling wht they have dreamed and then the elder the most experience starts to explain what it 'can' mean and gives advise

[gast30]

Originally Posted by PLips

relentless anxiety

i think you live in a very populated place/city, where a lot is going on all the time
is that?

[gast30]

not gonna tell all about what i think emotions
people need to do their own darwinistic start up
and figure out for themselfs what life is about

[Keeping It Simple]

Originally Posted by PLips

relentless anxiety

Drink less Joe.

[gast30]

Originally Posted by PLips

yeah. people want me to visit or visit my apartment all the time and i dont have enough time to work on my hygiene. im paranoid about spreading germs right now. im not used to living so close to other people.

people are the scare
if you have a tv and recieve the news
questions start to pop up who or what is living in your city or neighbourhood
or the place you are going on vacation

scared of people, living far or nearby
because life is complex we don't find 'the solution'
have to accept that other peoples life is not in your control

give more value to your life