self obsessed thread

fishmonkey · 11.10.2006, 03:01 PM

jesus, sorry to hear about that ni'k
my friends say i'm mental but thats cuz i do very silly things that ..96....no. 97% of the time include alcohol.
chin up i say. fuck em all i never really thought that you were anything really except a decent soul with loads of good input to the board

Hip Priest · 11.10.2006, 03:07 PM

Good luck with things ni'k. I hope things improve soon.

Trasher02 · 11.10.2006, 03:11 PM

I Hope things get better.

zedius · 11.10.2006, 03:30 PM

Hey good luck with the drugs but stay conscious. The drugs can help, but remember it's ok to be depressed too. Lots of people live with it. Don't let it take over your life you know? Some psychologists really tried to convince me I couldn't do anything until I got better, but it turns out I can do anything I want to. I'm not saying your psychologist will be like that, but I want to share that story because I think it's important. I know a lot of people who are in situations like that. Fuck I don't say this stuff to make you apprehensive. It's different for everyone.

I'm glad you get along well with your psychiatrist

ni'k · 11.10.2006, 03:51 PM

thank you all very much for the kind words

porkmarras · 11.10.2006, 06:58 PM

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Originally Posted by ni'k

mental illness is really quite fascinating, not so fun when you have it tho. the mainstream view of what it is and societies views on it are horribly messed up and ignorant as i have learned. whatever the fuck is up with me might hopefully get sorted soon. i could go on into a big discussion on mental health etc. but i'm not in the mood for anything other than yr kind words and attention.

And you have the kind words etc.Just had a disagreement(not an argument,mind) with a friend who has bipolar.Now,this would never be classified as an argument because:
1- I am aware of his moodswings
2 - He is mental
3 - The whole disagreement(not an argument,mind) came about because of my views on dykes(not lesbians,mind)
4 -Lock him up!

porkmarras · 11.10.2006, 07:05 PM

As ugly and obscene mental illness appears there is more hope in it than in 'mental sanity'.

screamingskull · 11.10.2006, 07:12 PM

My mum works for a mental health charity called Rethink in the uk, i hope you get the help you need and hopefully make a full recovery.

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Originally Posted by ni'k

so yeah, i think i've mentioned here before about my health probs.

well after 3 months of waiting i finally got to see a pyschiatrist. he was a righteous dude, very decent, kept bringing up hunter s. thompson. i have some severe child hood traumas, and a very wierd view on "normality". so he has told me to get a prescription for an anti-depressant, and booked me in for pyschotherapy, which of course will take another 3 months before i can actually get an appointment.

mental illness is really quite fascinating, not so fun when you have it tho. the mainstream view of what it is and societies views on it are horribly messed up and ignorant as i have learned. whatever the fuck is up with me might hopefully get sorted soon. i could go on into a big discussion on mental health etc. but i'm not in the mood for anything other than yr kind words and attention.

ni'k · 11.10.2006, 10:17 PM

fishmonkey · 11.11.2006, 10:26 AM

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Originally Posted by porkmarras

because of my views on dykes(not lesbians,mind)
4 -Lock him up!

i have these "disagreements" with my mates too, they just dont get it do they?

ni'k · 11.11.2006, 10:13 PM

im curious, what are yr views on lesbinims?

touch me i'm sick · 11.11.2006, 11:44 PM

self obsessed and sexxee all the wayyy

sonicl · 11.12.2006, 03:25 AM

What anti-depressants have you been prescribed, n'ik?

If they're SSRI's, please be aware that for the first couple of weeks, you're quite possibly going to feel like utter shit. It'll be difficult not to be upset by it, but bear in mind that it will pass, it's just your body getting used to the chemical chnages. Whatever you do, try not to shut yourself away during those two weeks, try to spend time with friends who know what's going on and will give you support.

Alex's Trip · 11.12.2006, 03:39 AM

I've always wanted a mental illness, and I think the fact that I wanted one qualifies me as mentally ill. Until I find the name for that (other than attention whore) I'm not happy with that as my 'mental illness'.

static-harmony · 11.12.2006, 03:51 AM

I am clinically depressed, although I haven't been diagnosed with that. I also am a little schizophrenic.

static-harmony · 11.12.2006, 04:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Alex's Trip

I've always wanted a mental illness, and I think the fact that I wanted one qualifies me as mentally ill. Until I find the name for that (other than attention whore) I'm not happy with that as my 'mental illness'.

Yes you do it is called AWS Attention Whore Syndrome.

blue sunlover · 11.12.2006, 05:20 AM

i think i am crasy too.i used to be a nice ,soft,positive person but now i feel bad,depressive,guilty,sad and mentally ill.i guess i always was strange but now i am really fucked up. i was on 6 different shools but lasy and from 16 years on i never had friends so that i could not learn how to behave in society.yes i am retarded but now i have the idea to work hard to work it out. i don t want to go to the doctor and i don t want to take medicaments.
today i feel like everybody 's ill but like they all don 't want to know
it really sucks that noone wants to hear me talk, sometimes i wish for death,for them or me but i know it's stupid.i think no psychologist can help me and no drug can cure me.i have to admit that i have done everything wrong and that now chances are gone for a decent life,so the only thing that is left for me is to survive.when i am 70 i may die from cancer,but the real problem is what do i do for the next 46 years because i don't want to work in society i want to paint and be an artist even if non -talented.i love colours but i apply them in a way that makes people feel sick.

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fishmonkey invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ireland Posts: 2,670	jesus, sorry to hear about that ni'k my friends say i'm mental but thats cuz i do very silly things that ..96....no. 97% of the time include alcohol. chin up i say. fuck em all i never really thought that you were anything really except a decent soul with loads of good input to the board __________________ "Pescescimmia ha grandi bulbi oculari blu, ognuno attaccato su un lato della sua testa, in modo tale da risucire a guardare indietro senza girare la sua testa pesciosa"
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Hip Priest invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Birkenhead Posts: 9,397	Good luck with things ni'k. I hope things improve soon. __________________ Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good. http://www.flickr.com/photos/outsidethecamp/
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zedius children of satan Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: Victoria, B.C. Posts: 260	Hey good luck with the drugs but stay conscious. The drugs can help, but remember it's ok to be depressed too. Lots of people live with it. Don't let it take over your life you know? Some psychologists really tried to convince me I couldn't do anything until I got better, but it turns out I can do anything I want to. I'm not saying your psychologist will be like that, but I want to share that story because I think it's important. I know a lot of people who are in situations like that. Fuck I don't say this stuff to make you apprehensive. It's different for everyone. I'm glad you get along well with your psychiatrist __________________ Do you believe in raptors?
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ni'k invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 3,360	thank you all very much for the kind words
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porkmarras invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: London - UK Posts: 14,313	As ugly and obscene mental illness appears there is more hope in it than in 'mental sanity'. __________________
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ni'k invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 3,360	im curious, what are yr views on lesbinims?
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touch me i'm sick expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Jul 2006 Posts: 1,936	self obsessed and sexxee all the wayyy
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sonicl invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 9,527	What anti-depressants have you been prescribed, n'ik? If they're SSRI's, please be aware that for the first couple of weeks, you're quite possibly going to feel like utter shit. It'll be difficult not to be upset by it, but bear in mind that it will pass, it's just your body getting used to the chemical chnages. Whatever you do, try not to shut yourself away during those two weeks, try to spend time with friends who know what's going on and will give you support.
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Alex's Trip invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Southern California Posts: 5,608	I've always wanted a mental illness, and I think the fact that I wanted one qualifies me as mentally ill. Until I find the name for that (other than attention whore) I'm not happy with that as my 'mental illness'.
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static-harmony invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: outside L.A Posts: 5,156	I am clinically depressed, although I haven't been diagnosed with that. I also am a little schizophrenic. __________________
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blue sunlover stalker Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: Luxembourg Posts: 506	i think i am crasy too.i used to be a nice ,soft,positive person but now i feel bad,depressive,guilty,sad and mentally ill.i guess i always was strange but now i am really fucked up. i was on 6 different shools but lasy and from 16 years on i never had friends so that i could not learn how to behave in society.yes i am retarded but now i have the idea to work hard to work it out. i don t want to go to the doctor and i don t want to take medicaments. today i feel like everybody 's ill but like they all don 't want to know it really sucks that noone wants to hear me talk, sometimes i wish for death,for them or me but i know it's stupid.i think no psychologist can help me and no drug can cure me.i have to admit that i have done everything wrong and that now chances are gone for a decent life,so the only thing that is left for me is to survive.when i am 70 i may die from cancer,but the real problem is what do i do for the next 46 years because i don't want to work in society i want to paint and be an artist even if non -talented.i love colours but i apply them in a way that makes people feel sick. __________________ aha
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