[Cantankerous]

no one in real space and time gets it either, and in addition to the fact, people like to pull bullshit on me or expect me to handle their bullshit for them and think that an apology is enough like i'm a fucking pawn or something. no. no no no no no.

[SuchFriendsAreDangerous]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

no one in real space and time gets it either, and in addition to the fact, people like to pull bullshit on me or expect me to handle their bullshit for them and think that an apology is enough like i'm a fucking pawn or something. no. no no no no no.

that is life, we have to all help each other, mutually. you can not escape this, and drugs are not an escape from this either. Sure, you can take your hands of the wheel for a minute, but the car is still driving, and if you wait long enough, you will crash into the fuck wall. Keep control.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by SuchFriendsAreDangerous

that is life, we have to all help each other, mutually. you can not escape this, and drugs are not an escape from this either. Sure, you can take your hands of the wheel for a minute, but the car is still driving, and if you wait long enough, you will crash into the fuck wall. Keep control.

YOU CLEARLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND.


and now you know what, because you're all making all of these accusations your advice doesn't mean shit. fuck all of you.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

no one in real space and time gets it either, and in addition to the fact, people like to pull bullshit on me or expect me to handle their bullshit for them and think that an apology is enough like i'm a fucking pawn or something. no. no no no no no.

ok, schizophrenia is so appealing. but really man, fuckit, why must YOU self destruct because some other asshole? i mean-- fuck them up, make them pay, whatever-- but killing yourself in the name of feeling insulted/abused/taken advantage of is just the worst fucking way. i mean, they win. so dont fucking let them. what the fuck????

[MellySingsDoom]

Originally Posted by SuchFriendsAreDangerous

we all get it, its that you keep lying to yourself and making excuses for drug habbits and desires. They are no good, don't make excuses for yourself or anything else. You need to address the things that trigger your desire to use, and the spiritual and mental weakness that encourage it, and then you will have gotten to the root fo the problem. Drugs are weak bandaid to a much bigger underlying problem. Fix the real problems, and the drugs will seem like a silly cover up in the long run. and shit, if it gets that bad, go smoke some grass and chill out to reflect better.

Jesus - are you seriously some fucking idiot? Congratulations, you just won the "Melly Hypocritcal Drivel" Award. I-rie, maan.

[SuchFriendsAreDangerous]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

YOU CLEARLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND.


and now you know what, because you're all making all of these accusations your advice doesn't mean shit. fuck all of you.

no one is making accusation, we are telling you truth, because we have all been there. Call the spot go ahead, see what it accomplishes. Nothing. Would you like me to go call my spot too?

"if I could I'd wish it all away, if I thought tomorrow, they'd take you away..." [the best lyric about drug addiction ever written]

[Rob Instigator]

just keep taking cares biznass cantank.

[!@#$%!]

kill the enemy & not yourself :P

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

ok, schizophrenia is so appealing. but really man, fuckit, why must YOU self destruct because some other asshole? i mean-- fuck them up, make them pay, whatever-- but killing yourself in the name of feeling insulted/abused/taken advantage of is just the worst fucking way. i mean, they win. so dont fucking let them. what the fuck????

no, it's because of myself as a result of other people

see.

YOU DON'T FUCKING GET IT.

[MellySingsDoom]

Originally Posted by Rob Instigator

just keep taking cares biznass cantank.

+1 on that one.

[Cantankerous]

i am the only person who is allowed to judge whether anyone else really understands or not because i am inside and you are all outside.

Drug addicts should be thankful that there is enough patience in this society for them to get better, especially considering the amount of shite that they talk.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

no, it's because of myself as a result of other people

see.

YOU DON'T FUCKING GET IT.

well i get it that other people fucked you up. i do. ok? i guess.

i've had people hurt me-- plenty.

however, you only futher their shit work if you harm yourself in addition to the existing damage. if you wanna beat them, you gotta wake up from whatever curse theyve put on you.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

well i get it that other people fucked you up. i do. ok? i guess.

i've had people hurt me-- plenty.

however, you only futher their shit work if you harm yourself in addition to the existing damage. if you wanna beat them, you gotta wake up from whatever curse theyve put on you.

i don't care about beating anybody. they can all go to hell as far as i'm concerned.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

i don't care about beating anybody. they can all go to hell as far as i'm concerned.

im not saying beating. you're beating yourself up chemically with whatever shit you're taking/planning to take, and for what end? how does that fix anything? how do the drugs not work for your enemy?

[Cantankerous]

i know you didn't mean physically beating. i don't care about overcoming or winning or any of that shit. i just don't. not even worth my time.
they're not working in anyone's favour but mine (temporarily)

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

i know you didn't mean physically beating. i don't care about overcoming or winning or any of that shit. i just don't. not even worth my time.
they're not working in anyone's favour but mine (temporarily)

bullshit. they destroy you. you know it.

[Cantankerous]

hence TEMPORARILY.

they do what i want them to do but not forever.

[Cantankerous]

by the way, cigarettes and unhealthy food can kill you just as easily and no one ever bitches at me about that.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

hence TEMPORARILY.

they do what i want them to do but not forever.

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

no one can really "handle" drugs
i mean, yes, there are people who can take more drugs or drink more booze than other people
but it bites everyone in the ass in the end
you play with fire and youre gonna get burned. period.

cantankerous sez that you wanna get burned. period.