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gmku · 08.28.2009, 01:23 PM

Well, I guess. I do run the a/c b/c I can't stand the humidity. But in September I should be able to shut it down again. Since it's just me and the doggie, I normally don't turn on more than one light or so in the evening, just enough to read by in the living room or in the bedroom. The stereo or the TV's going for a few hours, but I guess that must not be much of a draw.

I also only fill up my gas tank about every 2 weeks. I simply don't have to drive a lot or far most of the time. Work's about 5 miles away, downtown less than that.

SONIC GAIL · 08.28.2009, 01:27 PM

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Originally Posted by notyourfiend

Rehab works if you are really, really ready.

Often people really have to hit the bottom.

After years of selling yr body to support yr habit, people get tired and shit. You know?

If I had not had kids or gotten married that may have been where I ended up. I am insane but I luv them more than some stupid ass substance. Yes I admit it is beneficial when you are ready. It is just getting past the idea that you can't do that anymore and you will always want to.

gmku · 08.28.2009, 01:28 PM

I would love to sell my body some time but I'd be afraid of dealing with the rejection if nobody bought it.

floatingslowly · 08.28.2009, 01:30 PM

I'm starting to wonder why I've just been giving it away all this time.

must be the medication.

gmku · 08.28.2009, 01:31 PM

Have g-girl put a quarter in the jar every time she wants it.

Satan · 08.28.2009, 01:33 PM

i'll give you my body, just sell me your soul

talking on the phone makes my blood boil

gmku · 08.28.2009, 01:33 PM

Damn, I wish I didn't have these friends coming in. Now I gotta go do stuff like buy food and beer and clean the apartment. Damn them.

notyourfiend · 08.28.2009, 01:40 PM

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Originally Posted by SONIC GAIL

If I had not had kids or gotten married that may have been where I ended up. I am insane but I luv them more than some stupid ass substance. Yes I admit it is beneficial when you are ready. It is just getting past the idea that you can't do that anymore and you will always want to.

I stopped using hard drugs after I started dating my current gf...not because she made me get clean (in fact, she never made me do anything), but because i realized that i would completely fuck up the relationship if i didn't start changing my behavior... once again though, i'm lucky that i was never at all addicted to anything.

SONIC GAIL · 08.28.2009, 01:43 PM

That is awesome and I commend you. Lord knows it isn't easy! Yr smart to get yr priorities straight early on if u luv her. My husband and I have been through this together. We give each other strength when the other needs it.

notyourfiend · 08.28.2009, 01:53 PM

Yeah, I mean, I still go out and party. My gf is always invited but she's a lot more introverted/cautious than I am. I just don't do stupid things that would hurt either myself or her. I'm much more careful now a days. Getting drunk with a ride home is okay. Doing stuff that can be damaging isn't.

SONIC GAIL · 08.28.2009, 01:54 PM

Keep that state of mind and you will save yrself alot of trouble

SuchFriendsAreDangerous · 08.28.2009, 02:03 PM

some motherfucker caught me slipping drunk last night and sucker punched me in the neck, which resulted in a fight I was not planning on having. Luckily he was perhaps drunker than I, so I came out of that one on top, but it was fucking silly as shit! bastard! then he and some dudes tried to jump me after the fact cuz he couldn't just kick my ass.. like pac said, "niggaz think they johnny dangerous when they 50 deep.. you aint shit without yr homeboyz.."

gmku · 08.28.2009, 03:20 PM

Nice story.

floatingslowly · 08.28.2009, 03:23 PM

I'm not sure that I'm up for the last hour of work. and by that, I mean, somebody call my fluffer.

gmku · 08.28.2009, 03:26 PM

What's a fluffer.

floatingslowly · 08.28.2009, 03:27 PM

don't make me be the one that destroys yr innocence.

gmku · 08.28.2009, 03:29 PM

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Originally Posted by floatingslowly

don't make me be the one that destroys yr innocence.

floatingslowly · 08.28.2009, 03:32 PM

yr a lot younger than cryptowonderdruginvogue would have us believe.

gmku · 08.28.2009, 03:33 PM

Why do you think I ask so many dumb questions, Mister?

DeadDiscoDildo · 08.28.2009, 04:35 PM

I've got the love bug. I've never been in love before but I'm not sure if I am now or just really like this girl and like the idea of being in love. Im dead strapped for cash. My band is going great but I hate about everything else thats goin on. I've had 2 3somes with two girls and it's whatever. I want to succeed in music and want to be a rockstar but at the same time fucking hate the idea of a rockstar and hate it as much as I love it. But I dont want to do anything else. Also I've got the perfect relationship, shes not needy and is bi and is smart and wise as hell, but Im the one starting to get needy and miss her and want to talk to her all the time. I've never been like this before and I hate it, I hate learning something new about myself. I think I have a split personality, but sometimes I feel like a heartless bastard, and then the rest of the time I feel like a whiny, needy, pussy child. wtf? I need a job, maybe just gotta find something to do with my time besides music. Im also quitting cigs and trying to live healtheir cuz i've been sick for about 2 1/2 weeks...open relationships are a mindfuck!

I think I'm having a nervous breakdown.

08.28.2009, 01:23 PM	#241
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	Well, I guess. I do run the a/c b/c I can't stand the humidity. But in September I should be able to shut it down again. Since it's just me and the doggie, I normally don't turn on more than one light or so in the evening, just enough to read by in the living room or in the bedroom. The stereo or the TV's going for a few hours, but I guess that must not be much of a draw. I also only fill up my gas tank about every 2 weeks. I simply don't have to drive a lot or far most of the time. Work's about 5 miles away, downtown less than that. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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08.28.2009, 01:28 PM	#243
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	I would love to sell my body some time but I'd be afraid of dealing with the rejection if nobody bought it. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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08.28.2009, 01:30 PM	#244
floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	I'm starting to wonder why I've just been giving it away all this time. must be the medication.
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08.28.2009, 01:31 PM	#245
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	Have g-girl put a quarter in the jar every time she wants it. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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08.28.2009, 01:33 PM	#246
Satan invito al cielo Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: noo yawk Posts: 6,331	i'll give you my body, just sell me your soul talking on the phone makes my blood boil __________________ "I love meth." - batreleaser
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08.28.2009, 01:33 PM	#247
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	Damn, I wish I didn't have these friends coming in. Now I gotta go do stuff like buy food and beer and clean the apartment. Damn them. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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08.28.2009, 01:43 PM	#249
SONIC GAIL invito al cielo Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: I moved from hillbilly Florida to hillbilly Alabama Posts: 3,723	That is awesome and I commend you. Lord knows it isn't easy! Yr smart to get yr priorities straight early on if u luv her. My husband and I have been through this together. We give each other strength when the other needs it. __________________
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08.28.2009, 01:53 PM	#250
notyourfiend expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: baltimore, murderland by way of new york city Posts: 1,454	Yeah, I mean, I still go out and party. My gf is always invited but she's a lot more introverted/cautious than I am. I just don't do stupid things that would hurt either myself or her. I'm much more careful now a days. Getting drunk with a ride home is okay. Doing stuff that can be damaging isn't. __________________
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08.28.2009, 01:54 PM	#251
SONIC GAIL invito al cielo Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: I moved from hillbilly Florida to hillbilly Alabama Posts: 3,723	Keep that state of mind and you will save yrself alot of trouble __________________
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08.28.2009, 02:03 PM	#252
SuchFriendsAreDangerous invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: fucking Los Angeles Posts: 14,801	some motherfucker caught me slipping drunk last night and sucker punched me in the neck, which resulted in a fight I was not planning on having. Luckily he was perhaps drunker than I, so I came out of that one on top, but it was fucking silly as shit! bastard! then he and some dudes tried to jump me after the fact cuz he couldn't just kick my ass.. like pac said, "niggaz think they johnny dangerous when they 50 deep.. you aint shit without yr homeboyz.." __________________ Today Rap music is the Lakers
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08.28.2009, 03:20 PM	#253
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	Nice story. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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08.28.2009, 03:23 PM	#254
floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	I'm not sure that I'm up for the last hour of work. and by that, I mean, somebody call my fluffer.
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08.28.2009, 03:26 PM	#255
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	What's a fluffer. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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08.28.2009, 03:27 PM	#256
floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	don't make me be the one that destroys yr innocence.
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08.28.2009, 03:32 PM	#258
floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	yr a lot younger than cryptowonderdruginvogue would have us believe.
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08.28.2009, 03:33 PM	#259
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	Why do you think I ask so many dumb questions, Mister? __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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08.28.2009, 04:35 PM	#260
DeadDiscoDildo invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 3,805	I've got the love bug. I've never been in love before but I'm not sure if I am now or just really like this girl and like the idea of being in love. Im dead strapped for cash. My band is going great but I hate about everything else thats goin on. I've had 2 3somes with two girls and it's whatever. I want to succeed in music and want to be a rockstar but at the same time fucking hate the idea of a rockstar and hate it as much as I love it. But I dont want to do anything else. Also I've got the perfect relationship, shes not needy and is bi and is smart and wise as hell, but Im the one starting to get needy and miss her and want to talk to her all the time. I've never been like this before and I hate it, I hate learning something new about myself. I think I have a split personality, but sometimes I feel like a heartless bastard, and then the rest of the time I feel like a whiny, needy, pussy child. wtf? I need a job, maybe just gotta find something to do with my time besides music. Im also quitting cigs and trying to live healtheir cuz i've been sick for about 2 1/2 weeks...open relationships are a mindfuck! I think I'm having a nervous breakdown.
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