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#36922 |
the destroyed room
Join Date: Mar 2006
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Since I'm getting inquisitive about seeing myself in a picture, I took another one today.
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the end of the ugly
Join Date: Jul 2012
Location: melbourne
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hey d.sound just checking in to offer my utmost congrats and happiness in you finding yourself. that you've made it to where you're at is a testament to your strength, and you should be so proud of that. I've had a number of friends who have transitioned and while it was arduous for them of course, seeing them reach this stage that you've reached is always such a beautiful, humbling thing. it's so difficult to comprehend how one can be made to go through life with this sense of corporeal detachment that you've been made to feel, especially when we attach so much of ourselves to the physical, so I'm sure that to finally be able to have some control over yourself must be one of the most beautiful sensations possible, for which I have so much respect.
it's really beautiful to see that on a board that's devolved into a bit of a cesspit of late that moments of real light can continue to come through, and of course all the best for the future!
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this part of the board has ALWAYS been a giant cesspit... ![]() but very well said. yeah... |
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Thanks again. It's very weird seeing myself. I also evaluated my naked body for the first time. You mentioned the corporeal. Nail on the head. I felt like a disembodied, floating head having never looked at my body before.
I'm sure gender dysphoria has to seem as perplexing as i did with other people who were ok or liked their bodies. There is no way of knowing exactly what it feels like unless you experience it.
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Thank you so much for introducing yourself. I feel like I've missed out on some great people suddenly appearing on this forum. You definitely are one of them. |
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Oh and you look fantastic!
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I actually first joined the board in 99 or 2000! I was just absent for a while.
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I hope I don't start spamming this thread. I like the way my face looks here.
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Join Date: Jul 2012
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^^ those lil digihearts are truly adorable.
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Join Date: Mar 2006
Location: In the land of the Instigator
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Live your best life! You have more courage than most.
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expwy. to yr skull
Join Date: Oct 2018
Location: Victoria, Australia
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Cuuuuuuuuute.
"brave" is kind of weird to hear. I get that it's meant to be supportive, but living in the closet requires bravery in a different sense. It's a challenge to bury yourself. I was far more self conscious in public about my appearance before. I felt ugly. I hated my clothes. When people looked at me I felt like they saw what I saw. Something gross. Disheveled. Even though now people may find me weird looking, I prefer the way I look. People are going to look at me anyway. At least now I'm presenting something that I'd rather be, instead of a troll.
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Aww...
I'm fairly close to the aesthetic I want - I have a stripy shirt that would've worked better, and I just need to buy some of those cliche sneakers (you know the type). Then there's hair and face, which is hard to change. But hopefully!
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I agree, never meant to say otherwise. I support and praise anyone who is willing to be who they want to be (as long as it does not involve hurting someone else!) Like Gibby Haynes said, "It is better to regret something you have done, than to regret something you haven't done"
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y'all are cute as heck! <3
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#36937 |
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That is a great quote.
I actually thought of a striped shirt when I saw that claire. I'M IN YOUR MIND. *Coutseys fancifuly
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hahah
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expwy. to yr skull
Join Date: Oct 2018
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![]() Practicing eyeliner ahead of a dance next week. The small titty goth gf has logged on
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