[Cantankerous]

i want to be a video girl for porky.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

Oh sorry guys but i have been listening to the same thing for 5000 times , i think i'm going mad.

and i think that ship has sailed already... just do your work.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

You'd certainly help me selling records, gorgeous looks and all.

thank you honey pie.
imagine if you and me both were in the video...
stone cold fox x2 = record selling superpowers.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

What do you think i have been up to all day?

good! i was mostly talking about the madness though. no sense in worrying about it at this point.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

What are you gonna do in New York?

i assume you mean for money? sell my ass on the street.
actually, i don't really know quite yet. i'm weighing what few options i've got.

[Norma J]

I didn't mind it. It reminds me alot of the soundscapes I was doing when studying sound engineering.


Oh edited: I saw Sway's myspace page on there too. I listened to the voice recorder and I ask: Sway, are you the illegitimate son of Dimebag Darryl?

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

Are you still thinking of starting that scene?Sell your ass for money?Sure you're worth more than that?

that was her attempt at a joke. she knows i'm personally kicking her ass if he wastes her brains.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

Are you still thinking of starting that scene?Sell your ass for money?Sure you're worth more than that?

eh. we'll see.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

eh. we'll see.

oh, shut the fuck up! for real!!

and that stripper idea isn't a good one either, unless you're planning to emulate kathleen fucking hanna.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

oh, shut the fuck up! for real!!

and that stripper idea isn't a good one either, unless you're planning to emulate kathleen fucking hanna.

SHE WAS A STRIPPER? that is so disgusting. she's too chunky and furry for that. the one nice thing i have to say about her is that she has a pretty face.

i don't know. i've got time to think about it.

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

If you like that sort of thing, you might as well go for a modelling career without getting too involved in the whole scene that goes with it.It is possible to do that without ending up with nasty habits to deal with.

modelling is actually quite fun when you're not working for an agency.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

SHE WAS A STRIPPER? that is so disgusting. she's too chunky and furry for that. the one nice thing i have to say about her is that she has a pretty face.

i don't know. i've got time to think about it.

hm, listen--porkie and i have decided that you are smarter than most people, and we're not going to support your self-destructive fantasies with encouragements. now you're smart but not wise so don't go & do stupid shit. to paraphrase gertrude stein, a whore is a whore is a whore is a whore, and while it's unfair you can't be a whore and live a dignified public life, that's the way the world works, and syphillis is a bitch. and maybe i've watched too many episodes of "the sopranos" but now i think all strippers moonlight by giving blowjobs at mafioso bachelor parties. but no, for real, some dumbfuck mistakes you can recover from, others you can't, so try to minimize them?

[Cantankerous]

i'll do something. maybe i'll write, which is something that i am really good at and enjoy doing and i don't let many people know about it. i could probably make a fair amount of money hocking my photos.

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

My ex boyfriend and his twin brother play the girls in this video when they used to model:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=yF-GvT8Clnk

that is genius.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

i'll do something. maybe i'll write, which is something that i am really good at and i don't let many people know about it. i could probably make a fair amount of money hocking my photos.

yes, you can make a living by using your goddamn brains. don't fucking waste them. (see, i get a little angry, for show). but seriously. im not sure you'd be happy at college, i'm perfectly sure you could ace the exams but the structure would kill ya. in any case you have to grow up eventually, and while you do don't get into situations where you'll be sexually exploited, it can really fuck you up. so what where was i going. fuck, get an entry level job at a newspaper, they will pay you shit but you'll learn a lot and you won't have to sell your cunt to some lardman, what the fuck were you thinking? well that was a bit blunt, but don't i make a clear point?

oh yes photos too, you won't get much at first but that's life, eventually you will.

and tried to get some studies done in the process. maybe just courses here & there. you'll benefit.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by sarramkrop

It's only recently that he told me that the guys play the girls and Beth Gibbons plays the man in that one because i had never noticed.I have a still from the video that was taken at the time, somewhere.

that's really neat.

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

yes, you can make a living by using your goddamn brains. don't fucking waste them. (see, i get a little angry, for show). but seriously. im not sure you'd be happy at college, i'm perfectly sure you could ace the exams but the structure would kill ya. in any case you have to grow up eventually, and while you do don't get into situations where you'll be sexually exploited, it can really fuck you up. so what where was i going. fuck, get an entry level job at a newspaper, they will pay you shit but you'll learn a lot and you won't have to sell your cunt to some lardman, what the fuck were you thinking? well that was a bit blunt, but don't i make a clear point?

i could probably get into a fairly decent college even though i only have a GED. i don't know what i want to do though which is a problem.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

that's really neat.

i could probably get into a fairly decent college even though i only have a GED. i don't know what i want to do though which is a problem.

take some fucking photography courses. dont even need college for that. get a job in advertising, or as a photographer's assistant. get your portfolio together. find a gallery. takes years but it's doable if you believe in yourself.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

take some fucking photography courses. dont even need college for that. get a job in advertising, or as a photographer's assistant. get your portfolio together. find a gallery. takes years but it's doable if you believe in yourself.

the problem with doing that is that it's incompatible with how i do things. i'd rather go freelance which i know is a lot more difficult but it's really the only way you can have total control of what you're doing if you ask me.

[!@#$%!]

get a day job in a bookstore. a record store. an art gallery. a museum. meet people in the field that interests you.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

get a day job in a bookstore. a record store. an art gallery. a museum. meet people in the field that interests you.

i think this really is the best thing to do. i need a job that isn't real grueling and that i enjoy to pay the rent (on my goddamn apartment with no a/c) and then i can do my music or photography or paintings or whatever on the side.

[!@#$%!]

well i totally get that, i am self-employed because i hate to have a boss, i have a sketchy work history, and i think im unemployable. if you have a talent (you do), focus on developing that and getting the best price for it. you'll learn.

[!@#$%!]

oh that was directed at cantanks.

cankers, whatever you do, respect yourself for fucks sakes.

now i gotta go need to finish this fucking job.