[SpaceCadetHayden]

Originally Posted by Toilet & Bowels

Hey guys, I have to go to the States next month to visit tne in-laws, plus I have to take a trip to spain next year for a wedding, I need to pay my friend back for my ATP ticket and Christmas is coming, and I got to pay for all of the above. Anyway, there's a much lower chance that I was jerk to you than Hayden. All donations welcome PM me.

psh you were the most pretentious ass on this board. enjoy your atp you bougie fuck traveling to multiple countries while i don't leave about a 8 block radius.

fuck you

[SpaceCadetHayden]

Originally Posted by schizophrenicroom

i wish i could help out, man. i have my love but i know that isn't much.

Jade, dear, don't even worry about it. i'm p sure you shared it anyways.

Originally Posted by cryptowonderdruginvogue

Find a new job.

Hope everything works out for you, seriously.

I've got quite a few lined up. Miss you, dude.


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i might not be back for a while as I didn't expect to be mocked by some bougie fucking washed up model thanks T&B for that. "hmmmmmm he is suffering mental illness let's fill three pages with mocking and 4 helpful posts"

[dead_battery]

Originally Posted by SpaceCadetHayden

gabbi is just mad i wont him bottom for me when in london

fixed

[dead_battery]

Originally Posted by haydentumblr

also I don't give a fuck how crazy you think I am for doing this #but I got hella good drugs for sale #bars #speed #don't mail weed

hope the donations are helping dude!

[dead_battery]

im thinking about donating but im wondering why you got beat up in the first place? what did you do? i mean hurroin obviously but what else, were you stealing money for hurroin?

[Diesel]

Internet Pee-pull

[dead_battery]

...These are the reasons why I have turned to pessimism. These are already the positions of contemporary pessimists- although there are other varieties of pessimism that are more metaphysical and less scientistic in nature. I have turned to pessimism then because the “objective nihilism” revealed to us by Darwinism, neuroscience, technoscience, the multiple thoughts and threats of extinction and- allow me my own favourite speculation- the possibility that the human race is nature’s suicidal impulse. That post-nihilist praxis is about finding ways of living in and through nihilism in among the ruins of the semantic and material collapses means that it cannot not be pessimistic.

Ultimately pessimism is the judgement that it would have been better never to have been born because coming into existence is a harm rife with meaningless and pointless suffering that cannot be redeemed. All that exists is sorrow and even our joys are tricks or cons played on us to keep us going, to keep us getting through the day. The moment that post-nihilist praxis departs from this is in the assertion that as long as one keeps on living one is still in the search for a method of coping until the organism finally gives up. But the pessimist also says this and if the post-nihilist pragmatist hasn’t accepted that the world is horror and misery even with its legitimate moments and stretches of happiness then she hasn’t been paying attention to the outcomes that motivated her search to begin with.

In short the pragmatist who is not share the depressive realism of the pessimist is either still in the pre-nihilistic phase or has leapt clear out of the water and back into the comfortable island of denialism.

[dead_battery]

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[!@#$%!]

It's sadly hilarious how the avowed communists / socialists / self-proclaimed superior moralists are utter damnable shit when it comes to dealing with an actual person.

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im really nice and meek irl u have no idea

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lets not pretend we arent all fascinated by the prospect of seeing just how low i can go

[Toilet & Bowels]

A guy who we have never met and have no reason to trust wants money to publish a book and it's bad that it's not taken seriously?

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[demonrail666]

Originally Posted by dead_battery

...These are the reasons why I have turned to pessimism. These are already the positions of contemporary pessimists- although there are other varieties of pessimism that are more metaphysical and less scientistic in nature. I have turned to pessimism then because the “objective nihilism” revealed to us by Darwinism, neuroscience, technoscience, the multiple thoughts and threats of extinction and- allow me my own favourite speculation- the possibility that the human race is nature’s suicidal impulse. That post-nihilist praxis is about finding ways of living in and through nihilism in among the ruins of the semantic and material collapses means that it cannot not be pessimistic.

Ultimately pessimism is the judgement that it would have been better never to have been born because coming into existence is a harm rife with meaningless and pointless suffering that cannot be redeemed. All that exists is sorrow and even our joys are tricks or cons played on us to keep us going, to keep us getting through the day. The moment that post-nihilist praxis departs from this is in the assertion that as long as one keeps on living one is still in the search for a method of coping until the organism finally gives up. But the pessimist also says this and if the post-nihilist pragmatist hasn’t accepted that the world is horror and misery even with its legitimate moments and stretches of happiness then she hasn’t been paying attention to the outcomes that motivated her search to begin with.

In short the pragmatist who is not share the depressive realism of the pessimist is either still in the pre-nihilistic phase or has leapt clear out of the water and back into the comfortable island of denialism.

Have you read any Thomas Ligotti? I can see you liking Conspiracy Against the Human Race.

[SpaceCadetHayden]

Originally Posted by dead_battery

im thinking about donating but im wondering why you got beat up in the first place? what did you do? i mean hurroin obviously but what else, were you stealing money for hurroin?

My cousin told me to buck up and i said "i don't need your hypermasc advice rn damon" and then he threw me on the tile floor and threw me into my grandpa's car and broke open a sebaceous cyst so far we owe like 12k with 3 ER visits and I still have the cyst as the state is being a pain in my ass w/ insurance.

my cousin is like my mom's best friend(who is a horrible bitch who literally still tells people i'm on heroin/meth/whatever drug she can think of. ema used to post on here as 2good4u she was my best friend since i was 6 and she just up and stopped talking to me even though i'm not using any drugs beyond the necessary benzos and mood stabilizers atm(and pot)

[SpaceCadetHayden]

Originally Posted by Toilet & Bowels

A guy who we have never met and have no reason to trust wants money to publish a book and it's bad that it's not taken seriously?

This is a forum I've been a member of for 13 years and have met members of. You didn't need to be a fucking cunt. Just don't share or donate then.

[SpaceCadetHayden]

I'm really glad you guys all just keep gaslighting me and telling me it's for fucking heroin or adderall(really? adderall?) as i am in a mental, physical and financial crisis. An old school teacher funded the book but that money is FOR THE BOOK and the costs of it so it doesn't help me very much.

[!@#$%!]

i'm going to stop asking about your situation here because it's become an excuse for people to act like they've never made mistakes or needed help from anyone.

as oscar wilde put it (more or less) morality is the attitude we have towards people we personally dislike. well, shit, i still like you, so i don't give a fuck about whether you're on the right or the wrong on this one, or the purity of your morals, or if you're good at managing donations, etc. really i don't give a shit. you're okay by me and i wish you well.

i don't know if n'ik and you got along back in ancient times (n'ik = dead battery) but i'm gonna guess not because he's using you as an excuse to philosophize about big abstractions he cannot control, like "the world" and "humanity". it's great to be on mt. olympus looking down at earth. i remember him back in the day asking for money for a train ticket though. maybe it was for heroin.

as for t&b, classic gauche caviar.

[dead_battery]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

i don't know if n'ik and you got along back in ancient times (n'ik = dead battery) but i'm gonna guess not

wrong

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

because he's using you as an excuse to philosophize about big abstractions he cannot control, like "the world" and "humanity". it's great to be on mt. olympus looking down at earth.

jammin with zevon

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

i remember him back in the day asking for money for a train ticket though. maybe it was for heroin.

booze, cigs, coke, weed, carb salt fats and sugars more like

you're taking it all too seriously