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09.26.2006, 05:22 AM | #42 |
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Met a "girl" called Lola and I took her back to my place
Feelin' guilty, feelin' scared, hidden cameras everywhere Stop! hold on. stay in control Girl, I want you here with me But I'm really not as cool as I'd like to be 'cause there's a red, under my bed And there's a little yellow man in my head And there's a true blue inside of me That keeps stoppin' me, touchin' ya, watchin' ya, lovin' ya Paranoia, the destroyer. Paranoia, the destroyer. Well I fell asleep, then I woke feelin' kinda queer Lola looked at me and said, "ooh you look so weird." She said, "man, theres really something wrong with you. One day youre gonna self-destruct." You're up, you're down, I can't work you out You get a good thing goin' then you blow yourself out. Silly boy ya self-destroyer. silly boy ya self-destroyer Silly boy you got so much to live for So much to aim for, so much to try for You blowing it all with paranoia Youre so insecure you self-destroyer (and it goes like this, here it goes) Paranoia, the destroyer (here it goes again) Paranoia, the destroyer Dr. dr. help me please, I know you'll understand There's a time device inside of me, Im a self-destructin' man There's a red, under my bed And there's a little green man in my head And he said, "you're not goin' crazy, you're just a bit sad 'cause there's a man in ya, knawin' ya, tearin' ya into two." Silly boy ya self-destroyer. Paranoia, the destroyer Self-destroyer, wreck your health Destroy friends, destroy yourself The time device of self-destruction Light the fuse and start eruption (yeah, it goes like this, here it goes) Paranoia, the destroyer (heres to paranoia) Paranoia, the destroyer (hey hey, here it goes) Paranoia, the destroyer (and it goes like this) Paranoia, the destroyer (and it goes like this.) ___________________ The desired effect is blunt fucking forced trauma to the bullshit balloon that you call your brain. |
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09.26.2006, 05:25 AM | #43 |
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Atari is someone so intelligent that when he has nothing to answer he posts lyrics by The Kinks(of all twattish bands).Twat.
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09.26.2006, 05:28 AM | #44 |
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Busy my arse. With 9716 posts since March?... you must be picking your nose most of the time.
Oh, and you can call me whatever you like.
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09.26.2006, 05:31 AM | #45 |
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Quicker,that's what you mean.
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09.26.2006, 05:32 AM | #46 |
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Those lyrics are very apropos to the discussion and you feel the need to denounce them because it disturbs your denials.
_____________________ Well I fell asleep, then I woke feelin' kinda queer Lola looked at me and said, "ooh you look so weird." She said, "man, theres really something wrong with you. One day youre gonna self-destruct." You're up, you're down, I can't work you out You get a good thing goin' then you blow yourself out. Silly boy ya self-destroyer. silly boy ya self-destroyer Silly boy you got so much to live for So much to aim for, so much to try for You blowing it all with paranoia Youre so insecure you self-destroyer (and it goes like this, here it goes) Paranoia, the destroyer (here it goes again) Paranoia, the destroyer Dr. dr. help me please, I know you'll understand There's a time device inside of me, I'm a self-destructin' man There's a red, under my bed And there's a little green man in my head And he said, "you're not goin' crazy, you're just a bit sad 'cause theres a man in ya, knawin' ya, tearin' ya into two." |
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09.26.2006, 05:37 AM | #47 |
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Atari you are in denial.A fair few never even finish to read the second sentence of any of your posts.Delusional is more an apt term for you.Nurse,atari is a sad man.
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09.26.2006, 05:40 AM | #48 |
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And tokolosh can only gather a little strength by association to he percieves as being stronger than himself.Psychology is my weapon,pair of twats.
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09.26.2006, 05:42 AM | #50 | |
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Paranoia, the destroyaaaaaaaaaaaa! He's a smart guy. We happen to have a similar view a lot of the time as a result. No one is ganging up on you. Tokolosh is also a nice guy and considerate of others and their feelings. Earlier in the thread, he tried to pre-emptively reassure you that he in no way is ganging up on you to hopefully avoid going through all this same crap that we have to every time we communicate with you.
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I don't agree with you entirely atari.
I have quite a few gay friends that are definitely not in denial. They are happy with who they are and have never doubted themselves. Most of them don't make it an issue and they couldn't care less what other people think.
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09.26.2006, 05:51 AM | #52 |
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Some people are more well-adjusted than others. This is a fact.
Some people have overcome genetic determinants and some people live in an environment that is more open and tolerant. The purpose of the analogy I wrote earlier was to create an understanding that I was writing of something generally true, and provide a threshold of truth. How people end up within that threshold is entirely up to what they will. How people interpret the writings in my posts is, of course, colored by their own perception and the baggage that they bring to it. I too, have baggage. My filter is much more transparent than most people though and I have a deeper connection to my unconscious than most people. The reason is because I fear death perhaps a bit less than most people. Life is a process. This is a fact we must never forget. The more we concentrate on this truth, the better people we are. |
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09.26.2006, 06:03 AM | #53 |
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haha, see, it cuts both ways, T. Instant Karma just got you.
My advice: Explain why you agree or disagree or why you think one way or another and stop being a bunch of vague scorekeepers. Have more consideration for others and elucidate further. Shut your typing yaps until you can actually read and intrepret with fair comprehension what has been written within the context of a thread. You made a good point with your analogy of druggies that talk about drugs all the time, Nefeli. ___________________ The desired effect is blunt fucking forced trauma to the bullshit balloon that you call your brain. |
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You're right. I shouldn't generalize Nefeli. There are gay people that don't make it an issue at all. My uncle's one of them, and he avoids gay men that constantly talk about how difficult or traumatic blah blah, it is to be gay.
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His post can be easily explained. We all voice shards of a fragmented truth. We all live with denials and fears. We all struggle to refine our intentions of what we mean as a result.
Truth is its strictest philosophical sense is objective, but the only truth we know until we let go of our fears is always a subjective truth. Since no one here, including myself, has let go of their fears, all messages will only be a shard of the fragmented truth. ______________________ Mr. Golyadkin was petrified. "What sorcery is this, what is happening to me?" he wondered. Meanwhile, the man waited for Mr. Golyadkin to make up his mind; people crowded round Mr. Golyadkin; he was already feeling in his pocket for a silver rouble, to pay the full amount at once, to avoid further trouble. "Well, if it was eleven, it was eleven," he thought, turning as red as a lobster. "Why, a man's hungry, so he eats eleven pies; well, let him eat, and may it do him good; and there's nothing to wonder at in that, and there's nothing to laugh at . . . " |
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The "individual" members of the human race are all in denial to one degree or another concerning their eventual personal deaths. All denial and all fear springs forth from this source. The "devil" himself has his origins here.
If we remember that life is a process, reserve judgement, and regard our fellow human compassionately & lovingly, we can more clearly see the truth, and God. ____________________ Feeling reconciled with mankind and his destiny, and filled with love at the moment, not only for Olsufy Ivanovitch, not only for the whole part collected there, but even for his noxious twin (who seemed now to be by no means noxious, and not even to be his twin at all, but a person very agreeable in himself and in no way connected with him), our hero, in a voice broken with sobs, tried to express his feelings to Olsufy Ivanovitch, but was too much overcome by all that he had gone through, and could not utter a word; he could only, with an expressive gesture, point meekly to his heart. . . |
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I thought that you had dropped the humor from your posts,atari.
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_____________________ We all voice shards of a fragmented truth. We all live with denials and fears. We all struggle to refine our intentions of what we mean as a result. Truth is its strictest philosophical sense is objective, but the only truth we know until we let go of our fears is always a subjective truth. Since no one here, including myself, has let go of their fears, all messages will only be a shard of the fragmented truth. The "individual" members of the human race are all in denial to one degree or another concerning their eventual personal deaths. All denial and all fear springs forth from this source. The "devil" himself has his origins here. If we remember that life is a process, reserve judgement, and regard our fellow human compassionately & lovingly, we can more clearly see the truth, and God. |
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