Things are not ok - Page 5

summer · 05.27.2009, 08:50 AM

Idk I think from now on I am just hijacking this thread partially, it could be helpful for me too. I haven't really done anything creative in a while. I used to write. Maybe that's why I've been stuck in such a rut sort of. Like there is this point where nothing I enjoy is enjoyable anymore, I pick up a book to read or just anything material like that, and it doesn't interest me. I don't really have many friends either so maybe that's also part of it. I try to make friends at least, though it doesn't really work out, even if I try to be friendly. I don't really get what I'm doing wrong because more liekly than not I'll show much more interest in the other person than myself, so it isn't that I'm.. self-centered or something.
I don't know. I'm 19, so like I dunno if that factors into this? Maybe it's just teenage angst and things will start looking up eventually.

gmku · 05.27.2009, 09:12 AM

I think it's that 80s music you listen to.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 09:19 AM

How are things now?

Lamont Cranston · 05.27.2009, 09:22 AM

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Originally Posted by gmku

I think it's that 80s music you listen to.

foul mood+joy division=

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 09:23 AM

is that eye popping of joy or gloom?

joy division makes me dance like a maniac. even when Im down.

floatingslowly · 05.27.2009, 09:26 AM

that what yr eyes look like when you hang yrself from an ironing board.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 09:36 AM

does not answer my question. maybe theyre into that. you know.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 09:36 AM

ps sorry about last nite

floatingslowly · 05.27.2009, 09:38 AM

^^^ yeah! I didn't think that I'd have as much luck with the rest, so I hearthed. we should do that one again though. next time, I'll make sure you get in past the falling curtain before I go apeshit.

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Originally Posted by phoenix

does not answer my question. maybe theyre into that. you know.

I took it as a reference to ian curtis' self-termination. joy division isn't really happy dancing music.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 09:43 AM

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Originally Posted by floatingslowly

^^^ yeah! I didn't think that I'd have as much luck with the rest, so I hearthed. we should do that one again though. next time, I'll make sure you get in past the falling curtain before I go apeshit.

I took it as a reference to ian curtis' self-termination. joy division isn't really happy dancing music.

haha! that was pretty rad though.

..oh.. forgive my non following.

but, Im definately not apologetic for dancing to joy division.

Rob Instigator · 05.27.2009, 09:50 AM

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Originally Posted by ZEROpumpkins

Again thanks for the advice and stories everyone. I tried anti-depressants for a year but they did not work at all. I don't like how I felt with them..

As for the mixtapes, you don't have to go to all that trouble sending them to Australia, really. I'd just end up finding even more cool artists which I don't have any money for haha.

I don;t send mix tapes/CD's

I send 4 CD-R's each with 12-20 different albums worth of files on each one for rockin

floatingslowly · 05.27.2009, 09:58 AM

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Originally Posted by phoenix

haha! that was pretty rad though.

I get a greater feeling of badassness doing it like we are than the normal way.

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Originally Posted by phoenix

but, Im definately not apologetic for dancing to joy division.

yr not the first person to suggest it. I made a mix a couple years ago for a girl who had never heard of them before (geek bubble, I assume), she said Digital made her dance. I wouldn't know. I just stand there, snapping my fingers and whistling along.

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Originally Posted by Rob Instigator

I don;t send mix tapes/CD's

I send 4 CD-R's each with 12-20 different albums worth of files on each one for rockin

logistically efficient, yet impersonal!

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 10:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Rob Instigator

I don;t send mix tapes/CD's

I send 4 CD-R's each with 12-20 different albums worth of files on each one for rockin

http://www.copynot.com/

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 10:06 AM

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Originally Posted by floatingslowly

I get a greater feeling of badassness doing it like we are than the normal way.

yr not the first person to suggest it. I made a mix a couple years ago for a girl who had never heard of them before (geek bubble, I assume), she said Digital made her dance. I wouldn't know. I just stand there, snapping my fingers and whistling along.

yeh, I guess it's hard for bio/circut models to get down and crazy.

it's so much BETTER when we almost die.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 10:06 AM

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Originally Posted by phoenix

http://www.copynot.com/

no seriously Im gonig to report you.

seriously.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 10:07 AM

that hover button is so hilarious.

floatingslowly · 05.27.2009, 10:10 AM

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Originally Posted by phoenix

yeh, I guess it's hard for bio/circut models to get down and crazy.

it depends on whether or not I'm in my garage and there's dancehall playing in my ears.

are you there jah? it's me ras slowly.

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Originally Posted by phoenix

it's so much BETTER when mag dies, I die (with a soulstone) and you don't die. because, you never die. you just keep on living, and chopping; chopping with yr badass glowing axe.

I agree.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 10:17 AM

oh wut you mean I had mag targeted with all of those healz? really? sorry I didnt see. sorry you died there w/ yr badass axe and no more blood spec self healz. thats too bad.

phoenix · 05.27.2009, 10:18 AM

the bring back to life button is not working. whut do i do.

gmku · 05.27.2009, 10:20 AM

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Originally Posted by Lamont Cranston

foul mood+duran duran=

More like what I was referring to.

05.27.2009, 08:50 AM	#81
summer stalker Join Date: Jul 2008 Posts: 540	Idk I think from now on I am just hijacking this thread partially, it could be helpful for me too. I haven't really done anything creative in a while. I used to write. Maybe that's why I've been stuck in such a rut sort of. Like there is this point where nothing I enjoy is enjoyable anymore, I pick up a book to read or just anything material like that, and it doesn't interest me. I don't really have many friends either so maybe that's also part of it. I try to make friends at least, though it doesn't really work out, even if I try to be friendly. I don't really get what I'm doing wrong because more liekly than not I'll show much more interest in the other person than myself, so it isn't that I'm.. self-centered or something. I don't know. I'm 19, so like I dunno if that factors into this? Maybe it's just teenage angst and things will start looking up eventually. __________________
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05.27.2009, 09:12 AM	#82
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	I think it's that 80s music you listen to. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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05.27.2009, 09:19 AM	#83
phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	How are things now? __________________ tiny and lost.
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phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	is that eye popping of joy or gloom? joy division makes me dance like a maniac. even when Im down. __________________ tiny and lost.
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phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	does not answer my question. maybe theyre into that. you know. __________________ tiny and lost.
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phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	ps sorry about last nite __________________ tiny and lost.
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phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	that hover button is so hilarious. __________________ tiny and lost.
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05.27.2009, 10:17 AM	#98
phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	oh wut you mean I had mag targeted with all of those healz? really? sorry I didnt see. sorry you died there w/ yr badass axe and no more blood spec self healz. thats too bad. __________________ tiny and lost.
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05.27.2009, 10:18 AM	#99
phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	the bring back to life button is not working. whut do i do. __________________ tiny and lost.
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