[schizophrenicroom]

Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

Edit- I might go to the school psychaitrist tomorrow, to sort some things out.

i'm doing the same next monday.

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Originally Posted by schizophrenicroom

are you sure?

i don't hate them, so to speak, i just less i was a little less awkwardly built. my waist is almost non-existant, and that doesn't help matters.

help? with who? don't you have a boyfriend you like? doesn't he like you? last i heard he wants to marry you. well??

[SynthethicalY]

Yeah, this is the new me. Taking control of my own life.

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Originally Posted by schizophrenicroom

i'm doing the same next monday.

im happy to say that, after 7 years of therapy, i've got my issues all worked out

[SynthethicalY]

I am afraid I will become a dependant on a psychaitrist, like some are.

[schizophrenicroom]

haha.

i just have a few things i want to go over with the psych/guidance. i'm not crazy.

[schizophrenicroom]

Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

I am afraid I will become a dependant on a psychaitrist, like some are.

yeah, my mom and nan had a very deep rift for years while mom floated between unsteady boyfriends and mom became really dependant on hers. it wasn't a good time period.

[SynthethicalY]

Yeah, but all I want to know is why I am so depressed all the time.

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Originally Posted by schizophrenicroom

i do! and he does like my hips (as well as all the other parts of me). i just always bring up another topic because i'm incredibly self-conscious.

sorry, didn't meant o hammer on it. but really, enjoy who you are, cos you'll never be someone else. enjoy! really! don't let the fucking olson twins (gack! puke! aggghh!) tell you who you want to be. good boyfriend btw. i approve.

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Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

Yeah, but all I want to know is why I am so depressed all the time.

because, *cough* you can't live up to the idealized image of your perfect self you wish to be, and you judge yourself for it?

??

???

 

[SynthethicalY]

The Olsen twins look creepy now.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

I am afraid I will become a dependant on a psychaitrist, like some are.

nonsense, you can fire them when you want. i used to argue with mine all the time. that was the fun of it.

[SynthethicalY]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

because, *cough* you can't live up to the idealized image of your perfect self you wish to be, and you judge yourself for it?

??

???

 

Well you summarized it in a nutshell.

[schizophrenicroom]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

sorry, didn't meant o hammer on it. but really, enjoy who you are, cos you'll never be someone else. enjoy! really! don't let the fucking olson twins (gack! puke! aggghh!) tell you who you want to be. good boyfriend btw. i approve.

it's ok.

nah, those twins are nasty.

haha, i'll tell him.

victor- i remember when i had to go in and talk about my depression. it's really rough at first but if the psychiatrist is really helpful you'll feel so much better afterwards. i did.

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Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

Well you summarized it in a nutshell.

ha, sheeeet... i used to be the king of depression!

[schizophrenicroom]

but were you ever the king of carrot flowers?

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Originally Posted by schizophrenicroom

but were you ever the king of carrot flowers?

hm... im trying to remember...

 

???

[SynthethicalY]

I used to be very depressed in High School. I was close to suicide. But never did it, I just knew something is better for me out there.

[schizophrenicroom]

suicide is never the option. i've always wondered what would have happened if my cousin had known that.

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Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

I used to be very depressed in High School. I was close to suicide. But never did it, I just knew something is better for me out there.

i used to be depressed for a ton of years. it was ridiculous.