12.24.2008, 12:34 AM | #12781 |
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I don't get it. My mood has been apathetic (dear diary, mood:apathetic) until lately. I'm always really calm and chill, but now I feel like ripping my hair out. |
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12.24.2008, 12:40 AM | #12782 |
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well, here's another digital hug. i know what you mean, for a while i've been feeling so restless. this sounds insane, but this morning around 5:30 i found a lighter and went outside (with a bottle of water) to light some leaves up. it was the closest thing to just blowing something up i could get.
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12.24.2008, 12:41 AM | #12783 |
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I wish I could go into further detail, but this is the interbutt and the wrong person could end up reading it.
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12.24.2008, 12:52 AM | #12784 |
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ah. maybe PM?
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12.24.2008, 12:54 AM | #12785 |
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I don't know. I just want to get it out of my goddamn head. I think discussing it might make it worse.
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12.24.2008, 01:01 AM | #12786 |
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oh. it's cool. i understand.
i want to be out in utah, there's a situation with my sister that could get worse and i want to be there for her. gah.
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12.24.2008, 01:07 AM | #12787 |
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Ugh, that's shit.
If you read my latest bulletin you might understand. |
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12.24.2008, 01:13 AM | #12788 |
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bring lots of cookies tomorrow. we're having a party.
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12.24.2008, 01:14 AM | #12789 |
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Good.
I need to drink this shit off. I'll talk to my parents tomorrow about whatever it is they're buying. I want some fucking schnapps. |
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12.24.2008, 01:24 AM | #12790 |
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Hey terrible hope everything gets better. Schizo, how are you?
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12.24.2008, 01:25 AM | #12791 |
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Thanks, I hope it does too. How are you?
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12.24.2008, 01:28 AM | #12792 |
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Good, bored I need a ciggie. I don't want to work at 8:30 in the morning tomorrow.
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12.24.2008, 01:39 AM | #12793 |
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Working Christmas Eve? Damn. Did you choose to?
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No I didn't choose to. But whatever, I think I am having New Years Eve off though. That one matters most to me. |
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12.24.2008, 01:44 AM | #12795 |
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wat
Is it the one I know? |
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12.24.2008, 01:44 AM | #12796 |
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Staying in contact with your ex never turns out well. Forget he exists.
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12.24.2008, 01:49 AM | #12797 |
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That sux JAde.
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12.24.2008, 01:49 AM | #12798 |
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my ex plays drums in my band. and all our friends are mutual, so over the years we have slipped into the friend category, but ther is still tension...not always fun
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12.24.2008, 01:50 AM | #12799 |
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I think I am going to end up with my ex as a life-time partner since we cannot marry.
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12.24.2008, 01:53 AM | #12800 |
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I see, hopefully it works out well.
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