Weed is dumb, all it ever did to me was paranoia, and frankly I am already paranoid, I don't need to heighten it anymore.

that maybe, but we are talking about sleeping troubles and I can't think of a safer sleeping aid

You shouldn't put pressure on yourself to get into a relationship. They only make you feel better if they are a natural consequence of two people feeling better when they stand side by side, but they are not the cause of all happiness. You are quite young and handsome, plus you seem possessed by a wisdom that is rare in even most adults, so there is plenty going on for you, there. It is natural for you to feel like you should be out experimenting with your own sexuality, but that time will come sooner than you think.

can't sleep, gonna die! can't sleep, gonna die!

Laila!!! I'm not sure if I'm liking this new punk rock version of yourself.

what the hell are you talking about? i was making a reference to the simpsons

Ok, you are foirgiven. Why all this aggresion towards me?

there is no agression towards you....things are just taken out of context when conversing over the internet.

No problem. Goodnight.

ps: The cheek of you!

If I was in California, I'd totally date you.

yes, but there is such thing as premature wisdom. alex just needs a good manhug. and there is no substitute for that, is it? the body is the body is the body. im not suggesting anything raunchy here, by the way. but at 16 one needs to be someone's boyfriend, without being too serious. just saying. from my own hetero perspective, i totally understand the yearning & unease-- damn!! being a teenager sucked. except for the good parts, of course.

what you mean, "good parts"?

first kisses, first girlfriends, first time getting drunk, first time coming home at dawn. first hitchhiking trip. first time having my mind blown reading borges. first crush on an older girl. first trips away from home without parents. friends, who were sooo important then, like brothers, and our talks about what we were gonna do with our lives & stuff like that. oh lots of good stuff. i almost forgot how much it sucked not having a car sometimes.

i thought we were talking about adolescence in general, not mister upper case's coming of age cinema.

being a teenager has treated me well so far. it ain't over yet thoguh

It's definitely overrated.

That needed rep.

Um what has sexual orientation got to do with friendship?

Last time I heard, real friendship transcended race, creed, colour or sexual orientation

Pits, he is a queer guy, who wants queer companionship. He longs for belonging. Also I think he wants to get laid.

Sounds more like the latter