I'm sad.

EMMAh · 10.30.2007, 01:09 PM

I'm having Mouse down at 4 today, it's going to kill me. I hate that it's my choice to do this, but I don't want him living in pain and he's getting up there and hasn't been looking well in the longest time.
I know it's the right thing but it's so fucking hard spending my last couple of hours with him, then I'll never see him again.
I fucking hate myself right now, and I fucking hate nature for not taking him in his sleep.

!@#$%! · 10.30.2007, 01:13 PM

sorry about your mouse

but hate yourself? why??

sonicl · 10.30.2007, 01:17 PM

EMMAh · 10.30.2007, 01:37 PM

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Originally Posted by !@#$%!

sorry about your mouse

but hate yourself? why??

Because I've been debating for the past two weeks or so whether I should put him down or not. I hate that he's my pet so I have to make the choice. I'll always wonder whether he could have lived longer with some quality of life or not. It's just so hard to tell with him if he's in pain or not. That's the thing. I think it's time though, better now than waiting until something really bad happens to him that will make me hate myself even more.

EMMAh · 10.30.2007, 01:38 PM

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Originally Posted by sonicl

That make me happy, I've always wanted a hug from one of those guys.

floatingslowly · 10.30.2007, 01:38 PM

I'm sorry.

!@#$%! · 10.30.2007, 01:50 PM

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Originally Posted by EMMAh

Because I've been debating for the past two weeks or so whether I should put him down or not. I hate that he's my pet so I have to make the choice. I'll always wonder whether he could have lived longer with some quality of life or not. It's just so hard to tell with him if he's in pain or not. That's the thing. I think it's time though, better now than waiting until something really bad happens to him that will make me hate myself even more.

i see, you have a tough decision to make and you hate yourself for not being able to make up your mind?

well, as far as i can tell, you care a great deal about your pet, and you're taking responsibility, so you're doing the best you can. for that alone i'd give you props.

if you feel your going back and forth was harming him, self-loathing won't help you though. but you've made up your mind, so it's alright. yes it will be tough, but making decisions and living with the consequences is part of growing up. welcome to the club.

jon boy · 10.30.2007, 02:23 PM

i'm sorry. i know how you feel, when my cat was sick i knew that it was bad and it was time and although i did not want him to die i didnt want to watch him in so much pain and my last hours with him where very painful. cried like a baby for hours. i knew it was the best thing to do.

Anngella · 10.30.2007, 03:04 PM

All of these pets dying are making me sad

But yes I'm sure you made the right decision EMMAh so don't hate yourself.

king_buzzo · 10.30.2007, 03:07 PM

that's sad indeed.

I always wanted a mouse. or a pet. or a fish...

fishmonkey · 10.30.2007, 04:01 PM

i'm sorry to hear that emmah, stay strong chuck.

alteredcourse · 10.30.2007, 04:30 PM

im sorry you have to make that choice . but youre doing it out of love .
he looks very sweet .

screamingskull · 10.30.2007, 05:08 PM

I'm sorry Emma.

Prisstina · 10.30.2007, 06:15 PM

oh god, emma, i'm sorry

i know how easy it is to get attached to pets. my hammy is my life.

Everyneurotic · 10.30.2007, 06:37 PM

be strong, emmah, sympathies go out to you.

things like these are never easy.

girlgun · 10.30.2007, 08:29 PM

i'm sorry. that's just so sad.

gmku · 10.30.2007, 09:44 PM

I'm sorry to hear this, Emmah.

I'm a big pet lover. All my life, practically since I was a little boy, I've owned pets of some kind. As an adult, I've owned dogs who have been wonderful companions. The sad and cliched fact is, they die. We outlast their short little bursts of existence. I've had to put down several dogs who got old and sick, and it doesn't get easier no matter how many times I've done it. But I wouldn't give up the wonderful companionship for the time they're here, for anything in the world.

You'll grieve over this, but don't hate yourself. Please.

EMMAh · 10.30.2007, 10:01 PM

Thanks guys. I know I did the right thing, I would rather it than watching him suffer without really being sure.
I'm still upset, but it's easier now that it's done because I don't have to look at him in those little red eyes and think that I'm the one sending him off to death. It's hard not to be selfish when it comes to something you love I guess.

shentov · 10.31.2007, 01:06 AM

that's gotta hurt.
i'm sorry.
please, cheer up. for whatever reason you could pick.
just force yrself doing it.
Mouse would be glad about it.

Norma J · 10.31.2007, 01:10 AM

Sorry to hear that, Emmah.

10.30.2007, 01:09 PM	#1
EMMAh invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 5,433	I'm having Mouse down at 4 today, it's going to kill me. I hate that it's my choice to do this, but I don't want him living in pain and he's getting up there and hasn't been looking well in the longest time. I know it's the right thing but it's so fucking hard spending my last couple of hours with him, then I'll never see him again. I fucking hate myself right now, and I fucking hate nature for not taking him in his sleep. __________________
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!@#$%! invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: mars attacks Posts: 42,526	sorry about your mouse but hate yourself? why??
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floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	I'm sorry.
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10.30.2007, 02:23 PM	#8
jon boy invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: psycho battery Posts: 12,161	i'm sorry. i know how you feel, when my cat was sick i knew that it was bad and it was time and although i did not want him to die i didnt want to watch him in so much pain and my last hours with him where very painful. cried like a baby for hours. i knew it was the best thing to do. __________________ Sarcasm[A] is stating the opposite of an intended meaning especially in order to sneeringly, slyly, jest or mock a person, situation or thing \|@ <------- Euphoric brain cell just moments before expiration V _ \ / _ PING <-------- moments later / \ http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljhxq...isruo1_500.gif
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10.30.2007, 03:04 PM	#9
Anngella expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Vagina Posts: 1,900	All of these pets dying are making me sad But yes I'm sure you made the right decision EMMAh so don't hate yourself. __________________ FLICKR http://slouchingsunflowers.tumblr.com/
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10.30.2007, 03:07 PM	#10
king_buzzo invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 11,110	that's sad indeed. I always wanted a mouse. or a pet. or a fish...
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10.30.2007, 04:01 PM	#11
fishmonkey invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ireland Posts: 2,670	i'm sorry to hear that emmah, stay strong chuck. __________________ "Pescescimmia ha grandi bulbi oculari blu, ognuno attaccato su un lato della sua testa, in modo tale da risucire a guardare indietro senza girare la sua testa pesciosa"
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10.30.2007, 04:30 PM	#12
alteredcourse expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 1,503	im sorry you have to make that choice . but youre doing it out of love . he looks very sweet .
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10.30.2007, 05:08 PM	#13
screamingskull invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: england Posts: 5,580	I'm sorry Emma.
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10.30.2007, 06:15 PM	#14
Prisstina the end of the ugly Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Killwaukee Posts: 996	oh god, emma, i'm sorry i know how easy it is to get attached to pets. my hammy is my life. __________________
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Everyneurotic invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Mexico Posts: 15,713	be strong, emmah, sympathies go out to you. things like these are never easy. __________________ Richard Clayderman found alive and still bland! Repo Man has all night! Photographic evidence of Monosodic's existance! New Kiddieriot shit after all! Never too late to share fave rex from the year before! David Keenan is a douchebag! Ron Asheton missed!
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10.30.2007, 08:29 PM	#16
girlgun invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 2,906	i'm sorry. that's just so sad.
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10.30.2007, 09:44 PM	#17
gmku invito al cielo Join Date: May 2006 Location: Oxford, England Posts: 15,225	I'm sorry to hear this, Emmah. I'm a big pet lover. All my life, practically since I was a little boy, I've owned pets of some kind. As an adult, I've owned dogs who have been wonderful companions. The sad and cliched fact is, they die. We outlast their short little bursts of existence. I've had to put down several dogs who got old and sick, and it doesn't get easier no matter how many times I've done it. But I wouldn't give up the wonderful companionship for the time they're here, for anything in the world. You'll grieve over this, but don't hate yourself. Please. __________________ Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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10.30.2007, 10:01 PM	#18
EMMAh invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 5,433	Thanks guys. I know I did the right thing, I would rather it than watching him suffer without really being sure. I'm still upset, but it's easier now that it's done because I don't have to look at him in those little red eyes and think that I'm the one sending him off to death. It's hard not to be selfish when it comes to something you love I guess. __________________
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10.31.2007, 01:06 AM	#19
shentov expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Bulgaria Posts: 1,223	that's gotta hurt. i'm sorry. please, cheer up. for whatever reason you could pick. just force yrself doing it. Mouse would be glad about it. __________________
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10.31.2007, 01:10 AM	#20
Norma J invito al cielo Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Orstralia Posts: 4,917	Sorry to hear that, Emmah. __________________ I want girls with new-wave hair-doos
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